7:38 PM
i really hope i'm alright. and i'll do well for the midyear. i've really tried my best. tmr getting back english and chinese paper. really worried. i hope i passed it this time round. I HAVE FAITH in myself. i hope. i've been feeling really weird these few days. usually when it's time for dinner i would be at the dinning table waiting for everyone, however, today it was the opposite way round. i would have to be called by my parents to go eat dinner. there is something really wrong with me. maybe it's the feeling of pressure, the feeling of not wanting to fail my exams again, the fear of failing again. i'm not sure. i dont know myself. RAH. nevermind. i'll find out soon enough. less than 24 more hours till we receive our first paper. i'm freaking out.
the feeling of excitement isn't there anymore. it's being taken over by fear.
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